It's a Rainy Day and I'm Working...

So I figured if I was gonna be at work, I might as well blog and pass time. Granted I just started for the day...but, anyway..* deep breath*, where do I begin...I know that I never update, I'm sorry.  I'm usually really busy, and by busy, I of course mean with Peter.  It has certainly been a growing experience at Pace University and I can't even believe it's been an entire school year.  Sometimes I wish that I could just stop time for half a second just to catch my breath...But, that's not in the cards, at least not any time soon.

Alright, well, when I first got to Pace I never thought I'd get used to it.  Here I was, moved in to a place I didn't really know and with people I didn't even pick to be my roommates.  I was worried that I would have an awful experience, since that seemed to run in my friend " family".  Luckily, I was placed with a really nice person who was a nursing major and was always either studying or sleeping...So I felt like I pretty much had my own room.

Over the next few months I learned that  being away helps you grow, helps you to be independent, helps you to understand your limits, most importantly, it helps you to find out who you truly are, and  I was no exception to this. Bah, I needed a different color.  SO anyway, back to where I was.....I figured out  things that everyone had been telling me about myself  all along, but never really believed.  I now am a firm believer that I can do anything I set my mind to and that I am truly meant to be leading this path to become involved in something psychology related.  I realized that I have a heart to big for my body, but that it pretty much defines me, and I'm proud of that. I found that  I would find  special people at the most random places at the the most random times,not realizing how much they would enter my life( thank you peter, I love you).   Some people thought that when I was growing up I was not independent and did nothing for myself. Well, I beg to differ....True, I had help right along the way, but, I pulled myself through many difficult things, I am at a university, I fought against the odds, and now  I will be the third Walsh girl to graduate college, I'm so proud. 

NOW I get to brag about my friends! Jennifer Lynn, I am so proud of you, you paralegal you.

You have done so much for  yourself and I just wanted you to know how proud I am to call myself your best friend. You are an incredible role model and we all miss you back home, so you better get your ass back here! She's dating one of my  OTHER friends, Damien, who I am also proud of, he  is going to school for sports medicine.  YAY D!!! Anyway, Jennifer works her ass off and she  is super modest about it. However,  she graduated American University and  is not at George Washington University.  How many people can say that?  I know a lot, but I mean, how many people that  YOU know can say that?  Not many, that's for sure.  Although I never seem to get my fill of the girl, I will always love her and she will always be the best of my heart.

I'm typing in yellow for Heidi, because she's sunny and blonde?  Haha. Okay, well Heidi does everything. She works,  takes care of  her siblings, goes to school, and manages to have fun too.  I don't really know how she does it, but I am super  proud of her!

Now Peter. Yeah yeahyeah, you saw it coming, I know. I'm typing in red...you know that whole blood thing. I did that because he's in my blood and within me everywhere I go.  My heart pumps for him, I've known this for a while.  This man is amazing, I know I don't have to tell the people who actually read this, but I'm going to anyway.  Nobody knows what he does  or did for me.  This boy cuddled with me as friends, had to deal with me in his bed every night for months.   He waited for me through me rejecting him time and time and time again.  He waited when I told him I wasn't ready for a relationship....He dealt with me through my stress, tears, and insanity episodes.  This man loves me.  I was blind for a long time, but not anymore.  This man  is my rock. No matter what I go through or no matter how hard I fall, he always catches me and he is always there for me when I need him.  I couldn't even dream up someone as good for me as he is.  Thank you Peter F., for being the light in my life and showing me that there are indeed MEN in this world.  I love you and always will. <3

Thank you for listening, I'll update more later probably!

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